Necia B

I’m Necia B an author , poet, writer, entrepreneur, and much more. At a very young age I’ve been fighting with my own demons not knowing who to trust or who to run to cause a listening ear can be a running mouth and sometimes that person who you thought you can trust betrays you for the worse. From physical abuse, sexual abuse, abandonment issues, toxic relationships etc. I was getting into fights left to right and looking for love in the wrong places not respecting my body or myself not knowing that I was crying out for help until I gotten older and it became worse when I tried to commit suicide and had some homicide attempts that landed me into the mental hospital having multiple melt downs to the point that I started questioning God. even though you’re not suppose to but I felt like he wasn’t there when I needed him the most when the devil was taking full control of me but after being in the mental hospital for 24 hours I knew I had to fight with all my might to get through the storm so I can become a better person and have a second chance of life cause down inside I knew that the person I was becoming wasn’t me and I didn’t want to be that person cause I know that I’m better than that and it wasn’t who I was. I always been that friendly sweet person that made everybody laugh and always been fun to be around. I had to get the old me back I was totally a different person and I didn’t like it at all. But I survived the storm and now I’m healing, Growing, learning, and maturing and ready to tell my story, my pain, and my testimony.